Trying To Be Good

"I dated this one guy who broke up with me after, like, one week. My girlfriend told me she overheard him call me an 'easy lay'. Whatever. Okay, so I did suck his thingie on our first date, and I did let him diddle me under my skirt in public, but I could have sworn he liked that. I love sex and I love going down on guys, but now I'm all shy about it because I don't want guys to call me a whore behind my back. I'm dating this new boy now and I haven't let him touch me at all. So far all we've done is kiss. I'm so horny I could scream and every time he comes over to my house it gets worse and worse. Sometimes I feel like begging him to just pin me against the wall and stick it in me real deep. I won't do that, though. I don't want him to think I'm a slut."